Truth hurts

I had a sobering realization today. I am fat.

Not just fat. Truly fat. In the scary oh my god, am I ever going to lose this weight fat.

As I type, I am researching on how to lose weight the healthy way.

I need the willpower to get me back to my body from five years ago. Because five years ago, I was fit. Healthy. Could even carry off a bikini.

Now? Pfft. I’ve been carrying around a rather unsightly pouch – heck, to be perfectly honest, it’s more like a full blown piece of luggage attached to my midsection. And I’ve been fooling myself, because my husband still finds me hot (thank goodness for that, at least).

But it’s time to take action.

So, here I go universe. No more sugary drinks – back to plain water for me. Must take time to exercise. More veggies and fruits.

As I celebrate my birthday tomorrow, let it be the start of a new me.